Old Writing I Found

Something I wrote years ago, I am a lot happier now obviously lol. I think it was around the time I was in the hospital, honesty not sure. These blank walls suffocate me. I stare out a barred window to a world outside that I’m denied by doctors. I yearn for the fresh air andContinue reading “Old Writing I Found”

Calm

I love these white skies, its like being in a dream, parts might be nightmares, but as long as its a dream I can wake up to the sun. The sun would not be welcomed right now anyways. It’s easier to be patient in a dream. ”I can lie, say I like it like that,Continue reading “Calm”

We Define Ourselves

I have been told what readers like about me is that I am real and human, in a sense that I document my up and down days, and because of that I am relatable. I suppose there are many blogs where people seem chipper all the time, I used to think that because I hadContinue reading “We Define Ourselves”

Don’t Give Up

When you are down on your luck it is natural to go through every mistake in your life and or the recent decisions that got you to that point; natural, but also not healthy. Life is a gamble, win some lose some, but what your playing for determines the outcome. If you play for moneyContinue reading “Don’t Give Up”

F.U.

Tightness in the chest, holding back tears, not being strong enough to and having moments of crying. Smile, try to enjoy the time you have. Laugh, live, and love they say. Cleanse the energy around you to breath, hold onto your black tourmaline for comfort. A sickening sinking feeling when you know your past willContinue reading “F.U.”