Day 4- Numb

I am not a fan of birthdays. Each one reminds me of every year of time wasted. Time creates barriers and washes away dreams. It keeps me a prisoner of my own body, waiting for the clock to finally end. I had originally written a lengthy blog about when my first purging session happened asContinue reading “Day 4- Numb”

Day 3

Day 3 BE GOOD TO YOURSELF A Little About Me I suppose if I were to want people to have an idea of who I am at I should introduce myself some. My name is Kateri. I will be 28 this Friday. I am thinking this will be my first birthday in a decade forContinue reading “Day 3”

Day 2

  Day 2 GETTING RID OF THE GARBAGE Well I threw up dinner last night but considering that was my only purging time during the day I do not feel so terrible. I am struggling to find the middle ground of eating healthy without dieting while still wanting to lose weight. I weigh roughly 145Continue reading “Day 2”

Day 1 The Beginning

I thought I would try something newish. I do wish I never removed my blogs relating to the book as those really are the beginning stages of my recovery and journey, I don’t even like the word recovery, more like growth. Recovery reminds me of a beaten dog. Anyways, so I will post a blogContinue reading “Day 1 The Beginning”