Calm

I love these white skies, its like being in a dream, parts might be nightmares, but as long as its a dream I can wake up to the sun. The sun would not be welcomed right now anyways. It’s easier to be patient in a dream. ”I can lie, say I like it like that,Continue reading “Calm”

Day 8- A Shard Of My Past

  I have always felt in the way and that nothing I do is right. The few times I have felt I’ve done something decent have always involved some sort of sacrifice of myself. As a kid if I was unable to figure something out it would frustrate my parents, in turn, I would breakContinue reading “Day 8- A Shard Of My Past”

Day 7- Self-insight

  Turns out a good binging and purging session can have similar side effects of a hangover. Something strange happened yesterday that really made me think of why I binge and purge. I ate a breakfast I was satisfied with and felt great. I went to donate plasma and even bought a new pair ofContinue reading “Day 7- Self-insight”

We Define Ourselves

I have been told what readers like about me is that I am real and human, in a sense that I document my up and down days, and because of that I am relatable. I suppose there are many blogs where people seem chipper all the time, I used to think that because I hadContinue reading “We Define Ourselves”

Day 6- Irony

  A week ago, my focus was to document recovery from my eating disorder. To my amusement it has been about recovery from alcohol instead. I know I have said before they come hand in hand, but my goal was to be a guide to others with eating disorders. I am sure however there areContinue reading “Day 6- Irony”