Life Goes On

Not sure if this one has been posted 🙂 Her body burns as her body lays in the hot water bath, she feels nothing. She stares up at an open small rectangular window above her shower;  rain falls from the gutters creating splashes against the window pane. She hears thunder rolling and an occasional dripContinue reading “Life Goes On”

Day 49- Shhh…

It is weird to know I have support from people I do not even now, for this I am grateful. Today was okay, I didn’t really sleep last night I do not think. I slept with my eyes open and when I do that, I always seem to wake up exhausted. When I sleep withContinue reading “Day 49- Shhh…”

Day 48- Just Thoughts

Bacon, eggs, and coffee, what better way to start a Sunday morning. I will be helping my daughters’ parents paint their basement, I can see myself making a mess. I really need to start thinking about what I am going to do next May when my lease is up. I don’t feel safe in myContinue reading “Day 48- Just Thoughts”

Day 47- 3 Phobias

I have a deathly fear of insects. I have not always been this way. In fact, I recall when I was seven and not being afraid at all. I was playing outside our camper one day (we had no home at this time so had to stay in a camper while my parents looked forContinue reading “Day 47- 3 Phobias”

Pleasure

I am starting to believe this is all a test. I have been worried and scared for awhile, even when I did have a job, because I needed a second job to get caught up and ahead. I was becoming discouraged than, and after I lost my job, I felt completely helpless. At the crystalContinue reading “Pleasure”