Oh a Years Difference….

This time last year I was taking down my tree because I absolutely hated life and the holidays. My grandma had just died whom I loved dearly, I was fighting the post office for work-mans comp because my knee was spurring so badly it would completely give out, I was trying to figure out how… Continue reading Oh a Years Difference….

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Beautiful Day

"Life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% how you react to it." How much have I let my past control my life? All the parties, sex, money spending, cutting, developing my eating disorder, for 28 years I let my childhood control who I became and from then on it controlled how I… Continue reading Beautiful Day

Optimism

“You only fail when you stop trying” “Don’t wait until you reach your goal to be proud of yourself.  Be proud of each step you take toward reaching that goal.” This was quoted by our Vice President. It is a little inspiring when trying to achieve excellence and to better oneself.. Our company is doing… Continue reading Optimism

I’m Trying

Here comes the pain...maybe. I took my probiotic this morning and an hour later ate a salad. I need to start being better to my tummy. I need to be better to myself actually. I know I am like a broke robot, I say the same thing over and over. Well, I was hopeful this… Continue reading I’m Trying

Ethical Contemplating

For Ethics this past week we had to contemplate whether or not assisted suicide should be legal and if so, to what extent. Many of my classmates said it was okay to let someone die if they were in misery health wise but not mental, but could not really give an explanation as to why.… Continue reading Ethical Contemplating

Just Keep on Going

The only guarantee we have in life is death. No one is promised love, equality, rights, or warmth. It is almost a sick game of luck we played before this life. Maybe we played sticks and the shortest stick got the ideal life. My tummy had a rough day. Since I haven't been going number… Continue reading Just Keep on Going

Well, This one Sucks

I don't do well with any form of relationships. I am needy, selfish, mean, and insecure. I try to have strength to be stronger and not so sad but the reality is that my brain could very well not be developed correctly, so trying could be pointless. I will always let those around me down,… Continue reading Well, This one Sucks