"Life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% how you react to it." How much have I let my past control my life? All the parties, sex, money spending, cutting, developing my eating disorder, for 28 years I let my childhood control who I became and from then on it controlled how I… Continue reading Beautiful Day
“You only fail when you stop trying” “Don’t wait until you reach your goal to be proud of yourself. Be proud of each step you take toward reaching that goal.” This was quoted by our Vice President. It is a little inspiring when trying to achieve excellence and to better oneself.. Our company is doing… Continue reading Optimism
Well, it has been a long stretch of days. I was so excited to get back to blogging and then I decided to get a viral infection and then finals happened and work became crazy overloaded. Everything has been going pretty well other than that, I am just very busy with life. I still have… Continue reading Hiya Peeps!
It's been a long month. I think life is finally settling down. I MOVED! So biggest thing that happened was I moved and I absolutely love my new apartment. It was a very much needed move. I felt myself losing grasp and hope that I could never get out of that shithole so I… Continue reading I am Back, I think…
To all my readers I know I have not written in a while. I have been going through many changes. I took the leap to find a safe nice place that I can call home, and I did. I will take pictures later on. I just wanted my readers to know I am okay and… Continue reading Im Okay
I don't do well with any form of relationships. I am needy, selfish, mean, and insecure. I try to have strength to be stronger and not so sad but the reality is that my brain could very well not be developed correctly, so trying could be pointless. I will always let those around me down,… Continue reading Well, This one Sucks
At times this world almost feels unbearable. Everything seems off and I cannot tell what it is. I feel scared and anxious. My thoughts are loud but I cannot understand what they are saying. Its like screaming but I cannot tell if it's someone elses or mine. It was a rough day today, I am… Continue reading Ready for the Silence