To all my readers I know I have not written in a while. I have been going through many changes. I took the leap to find a safe nice place that I can call home, and I did. I will take pictures later on. I just wanted my readers to know I am okay and… Continue reading Im Okay
At times this world almost feels unbearable. Everything seems off and I cannot tell what it is. I feel scared and anxious. My thoughts are loud but I cannot understand what they are saying. Its like screaming but I cannot tell if it's someone elses or mine. It was a rough day today, I am… Continue reading Ready for the Silence
I feel as though I am stuck in the middle of two versions of myself. The first is the victim whos every move was a ripple effect of trauma and survival. The second is a future survivor who has beat all odds to become someone great. I feel as if I am in some sort… Continue reading Who Am I?
Enough with the silly stuff now, lets talk serious. "The 100"....seriously the best show I have seen in awhile and its really depriving me of sleep lately. Every night I plan on going to bed at a decent time and every night this show has an OMG ending that I need to start the next… Continue reading Light
In order for one to be happy, don't they need happy times? If I cannot think of a single happy moment in my childhood and very few in my teen years and adulthood, than to take the emotion out of everything bad, what is left? Happiness from since my daughter was born? To take the… Continue reading What is Left?
Hey guys, so here is another video. I enjoy that I can talk to you guys so it feels more personal, however if this is not working for some of you, please let me know. When looking at my stats it seems like it still stays fairly average. I like that vloging gives me more… Continue reading Astral-Projection?
Could I one day feel normal? Is there a chance that I can be happy and not have all the weight of anxiety on me? Can I shut my mind off from all the thoughts? Without wine? Will I finally be able to find what I am missing? https://youtu.be/XoxIckRt4Mg