Changing

"Don't let yesterday take up too much of today." It can also be said, don't let todays mistakes define tomorrow. Yes I purged today, but I did not binge as much. Yes I ate more calories than I should have, but I throughly enjoyed my smoothie and kept it down. I know I am gaining… Continue reading Changing

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Beautiful Day

"Life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% how you react to it." How much have I let my past control my life? All the parties, sex, money spending, cutting, developing my eating disorder, for 28 years I let my childhood control who I became and from then on it controlled how I… Continue reading Beautiful Day

Optimism

“You only fail when you stop trying” “Don’t wait until you reach your goal to be proud of yourself.  Be proud of each step you take toward reaching that goal.” This was quoted by our Vice President. It is a little inspiring when trying to achieve excellence and to better oneself.. Our company is doing… Continue reading Optimism

Hiya Peeps!

Well, it has been a long stretch of days. I was so excited to get back to blogging and then I decided to get a viral infection and then finals happened and work became crazy overloaded. Everything has been going pretty well other than that, I am just very busy with life. I still have… Continue reading Hiya Peeps!

I am Back, I think…

It's been a long month. I think life is finally settling down.   I MOVED! So biggest thing that happened was I moved and I absolutely love my new apartment. It was a very much needed move. I felt myself losing grasp and hope that I could never get out of that shithole so I… Continue reading I am Back, I think…

One Last Push

We live in a cruel cruel world where people can only save themselves. But what if someone doesn't want to be saved? What if the emptiness of being alone is too deep? At some point one can only handle their hearts being broken so many times. My feelings are always wrong to have. I do… Continue reading One Last Push

I’m Trying

Here comes the pain...maybe. I took my probiotic this morning and an hour later ate a salad. I need to start being better to my tummy. I need to be better to myself actually. I know I am like a broke robot, I say the same thing over and over. Well, I was hopeful this… Continue reading I’m Trying