Im Okay

To all my readers I know I have not written in a while. I have been going through many changes. I took the leap to find a safe nice place that I can call home, and I did. I will take pictures later on. I just wanted my readers to know I am okay and… Continue reading Im Okay

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One Last Push

We live in a cruel cruel world where people can only save themselves. But what if someone doesn't want to be saved? What if the emptiness of being alone is too deep? At some point one can only handle their hearts being broken so many times. My feelings are always wrong to have. I do… Continue reading One Last Push

Beginning to Live

It is and interesting feeling when you have the world wide open to you but are still stuck in your mind. I am my greatest strength and my greatest weakness. My strength can help me create a difference in the world but my weakness can kill me young.  Why do I purge? I can go… Continue reading Beginning to Live

Ready for the Silence

At times this world almost feels unbearable. Everything seems off and I cannot tell what it is. I feel scared and anxious. My thoughts are loud but I cannot understand what they are saying. Its like screaming but I cannot tell if it's someone elses or mine. It was a rough day today, I am… Continue reading Ready for the Silence

There’s Nothing

I am starting to think these feelings are permanent. I feel myself building walls and pulling away. I don't like feeling anxious and sad. It was my own fault for trying. I have only ever been wanted to the extent of a fuck or too late and told sorry, normally still after a fuck ironically.… Continue reading There’s Nothing

Hypnotherapy

I had a fairly hungover feeling all morning. Last night I was exhausted and was in bed by 8pm. I feel like I am getting rid of something and the best way I can explain it is drinking tons of water to get rid of a hangover, even though I haven't been drinking much, and… Continue reading Hypnotherapy

Life Comes in 3’s (Part 3)

Death has always been weird to me. I have never been able to express condolences appropriately. When a close uncle found out he had cancer my first words were "well, that’s what he gets for smoking." I did feel bad but showing sympathy has never been a strong trait of mine. It is also weird… Continue reading Life Comes in 3’s (Part 3)