Changing

"Don't let yesterday take up too much of today." It can also be said, don't let todays mistakes define tomorrow. Yes I purged today, but I did not binge as much. Yes I ate more calories than I should have, but I throughly enjoyed my smoothie and kept it down. I know I am gaining… Continue reading Changing

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Hiya Peeps!

Well, it has been a long stretch of days. I was so excited to get back to blogging and then I decided to get a viral infection and then finals happened and work became crazy overloaded. Everything has been going pretty well other than that, I am just very busy with life. I still have… Continue reading Hiya Peeps!

I am Back, I think…

It's been a long month. I think life is finally settling down.   I MOVED! So biggest thing that happened was I moved and I absolutely love my new apartment. It was a very much needed move. I felt myself losing grasp and hope that I could never get out of that shithole so I… Continue reading I am Back, I think…

Im Okay

To all my readers I know I have not written in a while. I have been going through many changes. I took the leap to find a safe nice place that I can call home, and I did. I will take pictures later on. I just wanted my readers to know I am okay and… Continue reading Im Okay

Beginning to Live

It is and interesting feeling when you have the world wide open to you but are still stuck in your mind. I am my greatest strength and my greatest weakness. My strength can help me create a difference in the world but my weakness can kill me young.  Why do I purge? I can go… Continue reading Beginning to Live

Crossroads

I should probably make a clear explanation of where all my anxiety is coming from. I feel trapped as we all know. Work wise, I can't stand my coworker, even when she is having a good day. Honestly, the nicer she is to me the more I know she is talking shit about me. Not… Continue reading Crossroads

Rough Evening

So excruciating pain is when your tummy becomes rock hard after not b/p. I have been keeping food down for the most part lately. Normally I try to eat a lot of veggies to keep my digestive track going however today was so busy for me with work. I really did not eat much except… Continue reading Rough Evening