Just Letting Time Do It’s Thing

Wow guys, so I know its been a few days since I updated but thats just because life has been pretty great. Since letting the universe take over and lead me rather than constantly fight it I just feel so much more at peace. So here’s a nice update, nothing dramatic for once LOL ExerciseContinue reading “Just Letting Time Do It’s Thing”

Day 17- Inside My Head

I feel like every move I make needs to be calculated, as if the smallest mistake can bring down any sort of progress I have made. I have only been able to obtain so much of a good thing before I ruin it. The saying two steps forward one step back has always been moreContinue reading “Day 17- Inside My Head”

Day 15

I have had nightmares and vivid dreams for as long as I can remember. When I was a year old, we lived in a little house in Anchorage. I recall dreaming about blood in a bathtub underneath the house in a shelter area. I was never allowed down there but when I asked my parentsContinue reading “Day 15”

Day 11- Alone

  I was always the loser in school. Whether it was various villages when a kid or going to school in North Dakota, I was always the different one. When younger I still had a few friends but once I moved to North Dakota, I really didn’t have any. I was fat and ugly whenContinue reading “Day 11- Alone”

Calm

I love these white skies, its like being in a dream, parts might be nightmares, but as long as its a dream I can wake up to the sun. The sun would not be welcomed right now anyways. It’s easier to be patient in a dream. ”I can lie, say I like it like that,Continue reading “Calm”