Optimism

“You only fail when you stop trying” “Don’t wait until you reach your goal to be proud of yourself.  Be proud of each step you take toward reaching that goal.” This was quoted by our Vice President. It is a little inspiring when trying to achieve excellence and to better oneself.. Our company is doing… Continue reading Optimism

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Im Okay

To all my readers I know I have not written in a while. I have been going through many changes. I took the leap to find a safe nice place that I can call home, and I did. I will take pictures later on. I just wanted my readers to know I am okay and… Continue reading Im Okay

One Last Push

We live in a cruel cruel world where people can only save themselves. But what if someone doesn't want to be saved? What if the emptiness of being alone is too deep? At some point one can only handle their hearts being broken so many times. My feelings are always wrong to have. I do… Continue reading One Last Push

Well, This one Sucks

I don't do well with any form of relationships. I am needy, selfish, mean, and insecure. I try to have strength to be stronger and not so sad but the reality is that my brain could very well not be developed correctly, so trying could be pointless. I will always let those around me down,… Continue reading Well, This one Sucks

Crossroads

I should probably make a clear explanation of where all my anxiety is coming from. I feel trapped as we all know. Work wise, I can't stand my coworker, even when she is having a good day. Honestly, the nicer she is to me the more I know she is talking shit about me. Not… Continue reading Crossroads

Ready for the Silence

At times this world almost feels unbearable. Everything seems off and I cannot tell what it is. I feel scared and anxious. My thoughts are loud but I cannot understand what they are saying. Its like screaming but I cannot tell if it's someone elses or mine. It was a rough day today, I am… Continue reading Ready for the Silence

There’s Nothing

I am starting to think these feelings are permanent. I feel myself building walls and pulling away. I don't like feeling anxious and sad. It was my own fault for trying. I have only ever been wanted to the extent of a fuck or too late and told sorry, normally still after a fuck ironically.… Continue reading There’s Nothing