Day 46- Good Night

“Sometimes I can soak up information like a sponge, other times I can barely comprehend my own name.” The hardest part of having a mental illness is when I know and feel all my imbalances. My negative emotions are the tell-tale sign of childhood trauma. I love and have the sexual desires of someone myContinue reading “Day 46- Good Night”

Day 19- Side Thought

When anyone has ever asked me what my goals are in life I have always responded “to survive.” However now I am starting to realize that a goal of surviving means only to exist. After begging my body to let me die so many times I am realizing existing is not enough anymore. If IContinue reading “Day 19- Side Thought”

Post IUD removal, Day 7 (updated)

I can’t say today has improved much. I moved my appointment from yesterday to next Friday, so two weeks post removal. I was in bed a majority of the day yesterday, actually the past few days now, I think, I honestly can’t really remember. I just don’t have the energy to get up and myContinue reading “Post IUD removal, Day 7 (updated)”

Just a lil update :)

This month is Native American Heritage month so I just got done making fresh fry bread for my team. Apparently frybread comes in many names, a friend of mine is from Connecticut and they call them fried dough, which sure, makes sense, but frybread just sounds warm and cozy haha. I am leaving her someContinue reading “Just a lil update :)”