Day 7- Self-insight

  Turns out a good binging and purging session can have similar side effects of a hangover. Something strange happened yesterday that really made me think of why I binge and purge. I ate a breakfast I was satisfied with and felt great. I went to donate plasma and even bought a new pair ofContinue reading “Day 7- Self-insight”

We Define Ourselves

I have been told what readers like about me is that I am real and human, in a sense that I document my up and down days, and because of that I am relatable. I suppose there are many blogs where people seem chipper all the time, I used to think that because I hadContinue reading “We Define Ourselves”

Day 6- Irony

  A week ago, my focus was to document recovery from my eating disorder. To my amusement it has been about recovery from alcohol instead. I know I have said before they come hand in hand, but my goal was to be a guide to others with eating disorders. I am sure however there areContinue reading “Day 6- Irony”

Don’t Give Up

When you are down on your luck it is natural to go through every mistake in your life and or the recent decisions that got you to that point; natural, but also not healthy. Life is a gamble, win some lose some, but what your playing for determines the outcome. If you play for moneyContinue reading “Don’t Give Up”

Day 5- Another Birthday

Day 5 ANOTHER BIRTHDAY It is hard to celebrate a day when you have wanted to be dead many times throughout the year (and have come very close to being so). When I was a little kid, I remember thinking I would not live to be 27, now I am 28. It still often seemsContinue reading “Day 5- Another Birthday”